Today will definitely be a day to remember.
I screwed up my job. I was given a month time to improve yet I kept repeating the same mistake over and over again. I screwed up entirely and I don't even know what to feel.
Final decision will be on next Tuesday. My parents told me, "This job cannot, then just find next job.". Well, I couldn't react and say anything to be honest. I put up a strong front by saying it's okay, everything will be fine but in fact, I feel shitty inside.
I've been living up to everyone's expectation. A friend once told me, "I thought you can do better in your job because you were good in your studies.". I am sorry, I am never good at anything.
I wanted to find someone to talk to but I just can't...
